Khamoshi Ka Safar

Faiza  Aaj phir se wohi kona chuna… jahan sirf main hoti hoon… aur meri tanhai. Koi sawal nahi, koi jawab nahi — sirf ek khamoshi jo mujhe har baar andar se samajh leti hai. Log poochte hain itna akela kyun rehti hoon? Kaise samjhaun ke yeh akelapan mera chhupa hua sukoon hai. Jahan na koi rishte ka bojh hai, na kisi jawaban ki zarurat. Bas ek main hoon, meri diary, aur kuch adhoori si sochain… jo kabhi lafz ban jaati hain, kabhi bas aansuon mein beh jaati hain. Khamoshi ka safar mushkil zaroor hai, lekin sabse saccha bhi t oh yahi hai. ---

 Kuch baatein hum sirf khuda se kehte hain, aur kuch baatein sirf khamoshi sunti hai. Aaj bhi maine ek purani dua dohraayi... jo kabhi qubool nahi hui. Zindagi mein sab kuch mil jaata hai, bas woh log nahi milte jinke saath hum khud ko poora mehsoos karte hain. Aaj ki raat phir wahi purani yaadein le aayi... ek diary, ek purani tasveer, aur kuch adhoori duaayein — jo maine kabhi bolkar nahi maangi, sirf dil se sochi thi. Khamoshi ke is safar mein sab kuch suna jaata hai, bas hum hi nahi.

 Aaj ka din bilkul waise hi tha... jaise tu hota tha mere paas — lekin sach mein nahi tha. Na koi awaaz, na koi tasalli. Sirf ek khamoshi thi jo har waqt mere saath chalti rahi… Log kehte hain waqt sab kuch theek kar deta hai… lekin kya waqt tere jaise logon ko wapas la sakta hai? Har cheez chal rahi thi — duniya, zindagi, log, waqt… sirf main hi thehri thi andar se. Kya tumne bhi kabhi socha hoga ke mere bina tumhara din kaisa guzarta hai? Shayad nahi. Lekin main roz yeh mehsoos karti hoon. Aaj phir ek din tere bina jee liya… lekin jee k ar bhi nahi jee paayi.

 Aaj ka din kuch ajeeb tha... na koi baat ki, na kisi se mila — sirf andar ka safar chalta raha… Khud se milne ki koshish ki — woh main jo logon ke beech hamesha muskurata hai, aur woh main jo raat ke andheron mein sirf ro leta hai. Main aksar sochti hoon... ke log sirf us chehre ko kyun dekhte hain jo unke saamne hota hai? Woh chehra kyun nahi jo har din toot kar phir se jurtā hai? Aaj ka yeh vlog kisi shehar, chai, ya doston ke saath nahi tha… yeh vlog tha mere aur meri khamoshi ke beech ki ek raw mulaqat ka. Kuch nahi bola… lekin camera ne sab kuch meh soos kiya. ---

 Kabhi kabhi lagta hai ke bolna zaroori nahi hota... khamos rehna bhi ek jawab hota hai. Jab duniya sunna nahi chahti, toh lafzon ka bhi koi matlab nahi rehta. Main ne seekha hai... ke har baar rona, har baar kehna, har baar samjhaana – yeh sab thakaa deta hai. Aur phir ek din aisa aata hai jab khamoshi se gehra rishta ban jaata hai. Ab har raat sirf ek soch hoti hai — "Khamos rehke bhi jeeya jaa sakta hai..." Aur shayad issi mein sukoon hai. Khamoshi mera inteqam nahi hai, yeh mera haq hai — apne dil ko sambhalne ka, apni rooh ko bachane ka. --- 💬 Aaj ka Sawaal: Kya aapne kabhi kisi ko jawab dena chhod diya, sirf isliye ke lafzon ka koi asar hi nahi tha? ~ Faiza Khamoshi Ka Safar

 Zindagi mein kuch lamhe hamesha ke liye ruk jaate hain... na aage badhte hain, na peeche jaane dete hain. Bas ek kone mein khamosi se baithe rehte hain, aur har roz humein andar hi andar kha jaate hain. Woh ek mulaqat... woh ek muskurahat... woh ek "phir milenge" jo kabhi nahi hua. Aaj bhi jab dil udaas hota hai, toh wohi lamha wapas aa jata hai — khamosh, lekin zor se chillaata hua. Log kehte hain waqt sab kuch theek kar deta hai, lekin kuch jazbaat sirf samajhne ke liye hote hain, bhoolne ke liye nahi. --- 💬 Aap se ek sawaal: Kya aapke paas bhi koi aisa lamha hai jo kabhi wapas nahi aaya...? ~ Faiza Khamosh Zindagi Ka Safar

 Raat ka sannata aksar logo ko darata hai... magar mere liye yeh ek aisi mehfil hai jahan sirf main hoti hoon, meri khamoshi hoti hai, aur mere jazbaat. Koi dekh nahi sakta, koi sun nahi sakta, magar har lamha mere andar kuch toot raha hota hai… aur kuch naya ubhar bhi raha hota hai. Zindagi ke safar mein sab kuch kehna mumkin nahi hota, isliye main likhti hoon… apne dard ko lafzon ka roop deti hoon, taake kam se kam meri rooh halka mehsoos kare. Aaj bhi ek raat aayi hai — purani kahaniyon ke saath, aur nayi khamoshiyon ke liye tayyar… --- 💬 Aapke liye ek sawaal: Kya aap bhi raat ki tanhayi mein apne aap se baatein karte hain...? ~ Faiza Khamosh Zindagi Ka Safar

 Kayi baar hum haste hain, bolte hain, milte hain — magar andar se ek chup sa chehra humare andar zinda hota hai. Woh chehra, jise hum kabhi kisi ko dikhate nahi... jo sirf raaton ke sannate mein saans leta hai. Zindagi ke is safar mein har kisi ke paas ek aisi kahani hoti hai, jo kisi diary mein bhi nahi likhi jaati... sirf aankhon ke pani mein chhupi hoti hai. Aaj ki shaam bhi waisi hi thi — na roye, na hans sake — bas ek lamha tha, jo dil ke sabse khaamosh kone mein baith gaya... --- 💬 Aaj ka Sawaal: Kya aapke andar bhi koi "chup sa chehra" chhupa hai...? ~ Faiza Khamosh Zindagi Ka Safar

 Kabhi kabhi dil ke andar itna kuch bhar jaata hai ke... khamoshi bhi cheekh uthi hai. Lekin afsos... duniya ko sirf awaaz samajh aati hai, jazbaat nahi. Aaj ek lamha aisa guzra — na main ro sakti thi, na muskara sakti thi. Bas dekhti rahi — log jaa rahe the, waqt beet raha tha... Aur main andar hi andar bikhar rahi thi. Zindagi ne bahut kuch sikhaya — lekin sabse pehla sabak yehi tha: "Har dard ka dikhana zaroori nahi hota." Kabhi kabhi sirf khamos reh jaane se bhi duniya aapka sab kuch samajh jaati hai. Aur jo nahi samajhte — woh waise bhi aapke kabhi nahi hote. --- 💬 Aapka aaj ka sawaal: Kya aapki khamoshi ne kabhi cheekh maari hai...? ~ Faiza Khamosh Zindagi Ka Safar